Dearest Dick (Smothers)

Jennifer with Dick and Tom Smothers, Pat Paulsen.

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Dearest Dick,
You have been on my mind daily since Tom left us. And with the passing of my dear friend Rick Cunha, I have been at a loss for words. These fragile days are deeply challenging. Though I’ve been out of touch with you and Tom in latter years, the affection I feel for you and Tom remains a deep and lasting part of me. Forgive me for being silent.

The last time I saw Tom was at Bob Einstein’s memorial. We spotted each other across the plaza, and our faces lit up. For a moment, time had not passed. All the goodness we shared in the past was there. Then Tom said, I’m having some memory loss.

His tribute speech at Bob’s memorial service was perfect, with all the richness we know that he can bring to such a moment. He looked fit and capable. Time stood still for a moment.

We had one more short brief phone call when he said I don’t get this ‘end of life’ thing, do you? My heart sank. Some people make a greater contribution and leave a bigger emptiness when they go. It’s risky to love Great people.

I look at NASA pictures of space sometimes and wonder what God has in mind. The stars are so beautiful, but not more beautiful than one person’s soul. Tom’s is like that.

I deeply regret that I was unable to attend Tom’s tributes though I wanted and needed to be there. The passing of two of my sisters taught me that the loss of a sibling can be more devastating than the loss of a parent. My siblings witnessed my private little moments, they shared the jokes, they knew who I was.

I wish I could lift your heart somehow. Your unusual love for each other was shared with us so freely and changed our country for the better. I hope it makes you proud to realize that your contribution made such a difference, and now thanks to the Internet, the joy will continue. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for including me in your family of renegades and artists. At a time when everything was fractured, the two of you were the Sunday night glue that kept everybody together, hopeful, laughing and dreaming. I was beyond lucky to be included. Your generosity has blessed me my whole life long.

It was a mighty surprise to find out that life out there was NOT going to be like the Smothers Brothers Comedy Hour. Thank you for caring about my life and my work. My mom adored you, she was so proud of our affiliation. Please know my affection remains unbroken and endures. What silly fun we had! Live across America! Live across America! Now, part of the whole world!

Dick, I’m here
and remain yours always
with enduring love,

Jennifer

Jennifer with Dick and Tom Smothers, Pat Paulsen and Bob Einstein (Super Dave Osborne).

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